Believe me, I really do.

Perhaps it’s time I shouldn’t.

Finally free,

hovering galaxies and the inner worlds.

For once I’d like to know

how would it feel

if I could wander in ignorant bliss,

unaffected, frivolous and facile,

unaware.

I fight against my heart,

with my mind.

And even though I know it’s a lost battle,

still,

I continue to try.